elaun n ceramah*

dah pkul 4.23... kira pagi da la kan?? hahax, tapi for me, x lagi kot, sbb x tido lagi.. so it`s still a night... mmm... bosan... makin hari makin bosan... mlm ni x tau nak wat pe, esok kelas kul 9, tapi ni x tido lagi, kan bes kalo aku study bleh tahan sampai waktu ni, lame tuu... tapi tu la, setan berlambak... time habiskan mase sia2, sampai pagi esok pon ok, tapi sentuh jek buku, amik hang, "POP" kepala jatuh atas meja study, haha... mcm2.. dugaan betul... sbb tu la bkn smua org y berjaya an, byk dugaan n cabaran....

lai2... smlm my papa da masuk duet... gembira gak la, tapi x tau tahan lame mane... i`ll try to jimat2.... mkn x la kerap sangat... biase makan pagi tghri ptg n malam... tapi kali ni nak try cut it out, jadi pagi ptg n malam jek... kurang tghri ok la kot... mmm... if pose lagi la kuat abes duet, sbb bukak pose nak makan y bes jek, haha... nafsu kan, mcm2... nak dilayan x kan abes...

khabar2 angin elaun masuk minggu ni.. betul ke??? mmm.. aku da penat melayan harapan palsu. i got tons of those already in the past.. mostly from kaum hawa.. haha, pemusnah betul... but adam can`t live without hawa an, hujung dunia pon rela dicari... aiyooo.. banyak susah maaa life as a teenager, byk sgt y nak buat, tapi smua tu juz giving us negative effect an.. adoyaii... i need to get rid of it by litttle n litttle, i need more time...

huh, skrang ni Anas* mcm conducted a dakwah, smua kena berdakwah, each class.. most of da students, wajib bagi cramah... n my nafsu said, JEM A ANAS,MENYUSAHKAN... but my heart want it so damn much... i need meals for my rohani... aduhh... please forgive me....

hmmm... da 4.33... 10 minit kat blogku sendirik... dah la tu kot, nnti esok x kejut mati.. da la lab.. huhu... nite2 mYselF... n for ika.. nite... i miss u so much, but i`m different now, i hope u can still accept me... :(