Sunday, April 8, 2012

emo sket

haish.. i wont tell u this because i wont make it worse, awk nak exam.. but i think i juz made it worst by not telling this...
anyway x pe lah
me xnak awak rase bersalah
juz give me all da blame
anyway salah me jugak
aku x pandai
.aku x pandai.
..aku x pandai..

its juz
me mmg dari dulu doubted u
i cant never believe that i can have u
me? wif u?
err langit ngan bumi kan..

bile dah kenal
lagi takut
ure too good
n i'm y jenis ntah pape
suka main2
x reti nak jage
ntah
maybe betul i`m still not ready
but i dont want to lose u
mmmmm

but the fact is
i still feel that u`re for him
i cant be too serious because im not sure if u really mean wut u said u are
u said that korang dah x de pape
tapi u act differently
every time i tried
ade je y menghalang
awak jujur sangat
although its good, but it hurts..

u said ure happy with him
u said im a boring guy
u said u always laugh when ure with him
its true, i see that way jugak
n u said that awak x seronok bila awak dengan saya
u said dia lelaki sejati
n i dont
what do u think i felt about thatt?
u always compare me with him
n he always better
wut should i feel?

and when i think it gets better between me and you
instead its worse

u cried because he`s now with other girl???

n kenapa awak jujur sangat telling me about that??
jujur tu bagus, but this part
it can kill a person
mmm

n its my fault jugak
im too afraid

aku x matang
ntah ape aku fikir bile aku delete ur comment tadi
aku bodoh sangat
takut sangat
if u choose him
and semua orang dah anggap im with u
siyesly saham jatuh -____-"
errr agak bodoh
but
im afraid if ure going wif him
u said u wont, but u act like u will
mulut boleh cakap, tapi ur act seems like u dont mean wut ure saying
every single time when u`re with me..
u talked about him..
ur happy time n ur tough time wif him
every single thing
dont u realise?
wut do u think i felt about that?
happy?
think again
if everytime im with u, i talked about other girl
saya sabar sebab saya betul2 nak awak
hmmm
tapi i dont want to get too serious because im still not sure about u
u said u want me but u act like u want him

hm.
emo malam2 perkara biase
tapi mlm ni panjang lebih
err
tau, english hancur
nite.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

i need to be strong!

sad
sangat
nak emo balik

tapi
i have no time nak emo2
too much to think
too much responsibilities

if only u knew
it hurts me bad
so bad
but i wont show it
me malas nak fikir
plieseasease xyah fikir
please.......

biase emo2 me tgk HIMYM or BBT..
then tadi konon nak gembira, layan HIMYM
pick randomly...
HIMYM s7e10 picked...
jem episode ni sedih..
sian barney...
he`s alone
so much pain
juz like me
errrr... lagi la nak emo
jem x membantu langsung...

then ingatkan nak mandi sepluh jam dlm tandas..
tapi not able... ngantuk duk dlm tndas lame2 -_____-

hmm
nak buat ape ni
cant think

oh LORD
aku berserah padaMU
U knows BEST
juz give me strength
errr

dah abes merapu..
lame dah x update blog
errr...
hrini sedih maybe esok gembira...
aameeen....
aku baru sedih siket dah emo..
orang lain... ntah mcm mane dorang control
nak bljar jugakkk
hmmm
tido lah..

kroh2

Monday, February 13, 2012

me


i dun deserve anybody

bcos im too fragile

.takut.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

oh



menunggu
mcm tunggul kayu
siyesly it hurts
alot

i juz cant forget u
no matter how harsh u treat me

i really hope
later on
u'll have time
for me

give me some chance
please


ipen

i guess
im not ur type
kan.



ipen