emo sket

haish.. i wont tell u this because i wont make it worse, awk nak exam.. but i think i juz made it worst by not telling this...
anyway x pe lah
me xnak awak rase bersalah
juz give me all da blame
anyway salah me jugak
aku x pandai
.aku x pandai.
..aku x pandai..

its juz
me mmg dari dulu doubted u
i cant never believe that i can have u
me? wif u?
err langit ngan bumi kan..

bile dah kenal
lagi takut
ure too good
n i'm y jenis ntah pape
suka main2
x reti nak jage
ntah
maybe betul i`m still not ready
but i dont want to lose u
mmmmm

but the fact is
i still feel that u`re for him
i cant be too serious because im not sure if u really mean wut u said u are
u said that korang dah x de pape
tapi u act differently
every time i tried
ade je y menghalang
awak jujur sangat
although its good, but it hurts..

u said ure happy with him
u said im a boring guy
u said u always laugh when ure with him
its true, i see that way jugak
n u said that awak x seronok bila awak dengan saya
u said dia lelaki sejati
n i dont
what do u think i felt about thatt?
u always compare me with him
n he always better
wut should i feel?

and when i think it gets better between me and you
instead its worse

u cried because he`s now with other girl???
n kenapa awak jujur sangat telling me about that??
jujur tu bagus, but this part
it can kill a person
mmm

n its my fault jugak
im too afraid

aku x matang
ntah ape aku fikir bile aku delete ur comment tadi
aku bodoh sangat
takut sangat
if u choose him
and semua orang dah anggap im with u
siyesly saham jatuh -____-"
errr agak bodoh
but
im afraid if ure going wif him
u said u wont, but u act like u will
mulut boleh cakap, tapi ur act seems like u dont mean wut ure saying
every single time when u`re with me..
u talked about him..
ur happy time n ur tough time wif him
every single thing
dont u realise?
wut do u think i felt about that?
happy?
think again
if everytime im with u, i talked about other girl
saya sabar sebab saya betul2 nak awak
hmmm
tapi i dont want to get too serious because im still not sure about u
u said u want me but u act like u want him

hm.
emo malam2 perkara biase
tapi mlm ni panjang lebih
err
tau, english hancur
nite.